First of all, I think it would be weird if I write a letter/send a message to my ex all of a sudden.
Therefore, I decided to write a blog about my ex.
The reason why I choose to blog rather than tweet, it's because Twitter has limited words. (that's the thing I dislike about Twitter)
I have no one to talk to so... yeah.. blog it.
A few days ago, my mom asked me about my ex, she asked how's he doing in The States now and so on.
From that moment, I just realized that we didn't contact each other for months.
I browsed through his Facebook just now and I found some of sweet photos of him with a girl.
Honestly, I did feel sad/disappointed at first.
I have no idea why I'll feel it that way but for sure I've already moved on.
Maybe it's because I am jealous he found his partner faster than me. (kiasu)
Dear ex,
I'm so sorry that few years ago, when you broke up with me, I blogged some hurt posts about you,
for example, relationshit or whatsoever heartbreaking/harsh words.
I know my apology is too late/doesn't even bother to you now, but, I'm so sorry again.
I feel childish and embarrassed whenever I think back those years I hated you for no reason.
I have to admit that we were both too young when we were in a relationship.
I used to think that you are my first and last love. (how childish I was)
I believed that both of us will get married and stay with each other until the end of our life.
THAT WAS CHILDISH. OMG!
I felt super sad and upset when you broke up with me, I felt like the world was going to crumble once you leave me.
I begged you to stay with me but you ended up asking for breakup and so did I because of the tiring on-and-off relationship for years.
I ended up didn't talk to you or didn't even bother to look at your shadow at school.
Anyway,
I'm sorry for everything I did that hurt you last time and I would like to thank you of being part of my life.
We couldn't be couple but now we are friend.
I'm glad to have you in my life, seriously.
Honestly, I don't know whether you have girlfriend currently or not.
But
Happy Moving On.
